I've been having this reoccurring themed dreaming. I feel bound. Restrained. I know that my veins are the problem. They need to be cut out. Now, I realize how this sounds. Sounds like I've got some suicide in my thoughts. But I don't. Not even a little. My wise Chikara friend tells me that I just feel trapped, and the things keeping me here are vital things i don't want to do without. In the dream it feels like an epiphany, not a sadness. Like I know what to do to make myself better. I never actually cut. Knowing is enough, I guess. Still, the dream was powerful enough to dream a few times, tho i don't remember the specifics, so I drew it out. I wouldn't be surprised if there's more on this theme. Sorry in advance.